Everything's juz been going down, getting bad results in UNI, not performing in soccer thus being thrown to the reserves, stopped going to church and became the Clifford i swore to myself i wont be, from having a perfect relationship till standing on my own, not listening to god, dis-obeying everythin he say. Juz wanna share sumthin wif you guys. If any1 still read this blog, im really struggling in my christian life.
I had a dream, mayb god is tryin to tell me sumthin: Here it goes,
I saw myself standing in front of god, along side Daniel Mok and Peter Lee, both of them being rewarded for wat they did, being a good christian, there's me looking at GOD,feeling so guilty and shy. He was so angry at me, not even a single word from him, he straight away struck me down like how he struck down lucifer to HELL.
In HELL, i can tell u its so creepy, u'll piss in ur pants in juz 1 second, there i was, juz standing there, so dark, so warm, i was then put in a room wif other ppl, in the room there's this boxin front of us, were like in a cinema , i was then locked onto a chair, the box turned then there he was, inside the box, two horns, the scariest thing u've ever seen, i was then burned in the lake of fire.
Tat's pretty much wat happened, if ur seeing this right now i juz hope u guys can pray for me, pray tat god will open my eyes and change me, pray tat he make me a better person, and not stay this way. THX