Life

Everything's juz been going down, getting bad results in UNI, not performing in soccer thus being thrown to the reserves, stopped going to church and became the Clifford i swore to myself i wont be, from having a perfect relationship till standing on my own, not listening to god, dis-obeying everythin he say. Juz wanna share sumthin wif you guys. If any1 still read this blog, im really struggling in my christian life.

I had a dream, mayb god is tryin to tell me sumthin: Here it goes,

I saw myself standing in front of god, along side Daniel Mok and Peter Lee, both of them being rewarded for wat they did, being a good christian, there's me looking at GOD,feeling so guilty and shy. He was so angry at me, not even a single word from him, he straight away struck me down like how he struck down lucifer to HELL.

In HELL, i can tell u its so creepy, u'll piss in ur pants in juz 1 second, there i was, juz standing there, so dark, so warm, i was then put in a room wif other ppl, in the room there's this boxin front of us, were like in a cinema , i was then locked onto a chair, the box turned then there he was, inside the box, two horns, the scariest thing u've ever seen, i was then burned in the lake of fire.

Tat's pretty much wat happened, if ur seeing this right now i juz hope u guys can pray for me, pray tat god will open my eyes and change me, pray tat he make me a better person, and not stay this way. THX

Things that will help.. i hope

Guess this month is a bad month for relationships, ppl breakin up, being cheated on, getting rejected, arguements, playing hard to get, complicated life, and loads of other stuff.

I kno how it feels like being rejected, get played, and waiting for girls that are playing hard to get. At the end of the day, if you think that you love her tat much and ur willing to wait for her, you shud do it, stay strong and continue waiting. But if shez really really really playing hard to get, i reckon you shud find another one, there are others waiting mayb.

As for, people who always get rejected, i kno how it feels like, its like a dagger stab to your heart, heads up, if you fail, there's always another time. Juz keep tryin and dont give up. Stay strong

Well tats all, hope it will help u guys out there.

Dating for Dummies by Clifford Choo

Here's something for the young ones or late bloomers, relationships can be very unpredictable, at one moment u can b on cloud 9 the next thing you kno ur down below. Here are some things to do before and after you enter into a relationship:

• Do not ever make someone a priority when they make you an option, this is the most importnant if you wanna start a relationship.

• Do not love someone deeply, if you do, mate your fked, i can tell you, u'll b feeling sad whenever your not wif them and u'll get hurt easily by wat ur so called : my-half said.
  

• This is for the guys, do not tell your gf how much you love them even though u love them alot, coz the more u say to them, the more they'll get bored wif it.
  

• For the ladies, show the lads how much you love them, dont keep it to yourself or hide, coz they might not kno.

• Whenever you start a relationship, commit to each other and dont go find another Mr. or Mrs. while u already hav one. That's juz being a dog
  

• When your in a relationship, try to stick to it and dont go breakin up like constatntly, it'll only make you feel bad.
  

• Long Distance Relationships, its not that its not gonna work, it'll work, all you neeed is to put a lil more effort into it and it'll end up very good. In fact, if you're able to get through LDR, i can pretty much say he/she is the one for you.
  

• Dont go around callin your Mrs as "LAO PO", tats juz dumb, u'll end up wif dozens of lao po then at the end of the day. FAR OUT~ '

• Whenever your in doubt in ur relationship, talk about it wif you partner and try to settle it things. Dont argue
  

• Lastly, submit to one another, let both have equal strength

Tat's all you have to do before you start a relationship ppl. It's based on experience :)

p.s: It's not what you think it is

Pictures of you

Pictures of you,
Pictures of me,
Hung up on your wall for the world to see;

Pictures of you,
Pictures of me,
Reminds us of what could have been;

Life's going down everyday, Fk me~
Fkin uni pressure, Fkin bad soccer performance 4 appearance and 0 goals, Fkin relationship problems
This pretty much sums up everythin in my life, FUCK~
To me i think everythin is linked, Bad soccer performance coz u cant concentrate and lack the certain "power"
Uni pressure will link to relationship problem somehow~

RAGING!!

Just wish everythin didnt happen to you and i could still hold u nx to me, do crazy stuff, talk crazy stuff, listenin to "our song" talkin on the phone, video call yadayadayada
:'(
imy
&
ily
FUCK ME~